Constellations tonight
Are so fearsomely bright
My love.

         The mood is a very weird one. I do not know whether I may be excited, optimistic or barely neutral. Feels trapped in a box. In a box carved by my own desires. Good desires, not bad ones, I swear. I do not know my future. Been actually been in this situation before. The future looks good, seems good. How can I get out of this box? Forego my desires? I want to desperately hold on to them though. I love them, my babies.

There is no fear here
I am Atticus now