Why don't we fall into the waves
When you feel like your heart is going to stop any moment but that is a good thing. When you feel like the earth should open up any moment and swallow you whole.
Feel proud not crying in front of everyone. Smiling but so dead inside. So much pain, so much hurt, so much hatred, so much happiness. Actually happy for people who are happy. Not envious of them. Not wishing to be like them. Be brave my love! It is a free world!
Constellations tonight
Are so fearsomely bright
My love
Friday, December 18, 2015
Constellations tonight
Are so fearsomely bright
My love.
The mood is a very weird one. I do not know whether I may be excited, optimistic or barely neutral. Feels trapped in a box. In a box carved by my own desires. Good desires, not bad ones, I swear. I do not know my future. Been actually been in this situation before. The future looks good, seems good. How can I get out of this box? Forego my desires? I want to desperately hold on to them though. I love them, my babies.
There is no fear here
I am Atticus now
Are so fearsomely bright
My love.
The mood is a very weird one. I do not know whether I may be excited, optimistic or barely neutral. Feels trapped in a box. In a box carved by my own desires. Good desires, not bad ones, I swear. I do not know my future. Been actually been in this situation before. The future looks good, seems good. How can I get out of this box? Forego my desires? I want to desperately hold on to them though. I love them, my babies.
There is no fear here
I am Atticus now
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